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DeJaVu

Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

hello im here to post...........on sat night when i was slping, i had a dream,(tis is real n im just sharing with u guys so if u plan to make fun of this pls go away)
first thing that u nid to noe is tat thr's a toilet beside my room....
This is a melancholic exp for me, something lyk a tragic luv story.............
I was slping soundly on my bed one nite.. At around 2 or 3 am, I woke up with my blurry eyes. then, i saw this silhoutte in red strolling towards the toilet beside my room, she's wearing a red gown n she has long,silky hair that hung lyk cascading waterfall on her shoulders. her skin was in the colour of milky white, the pale moonlight lit on her,adding to her elegant composure. She had the most attractive body figure on earth. A sense of de javu struck me, n i noe that i hav met her be4 but i just cant remember whr. n my heart is losing sth but i just dunno what.

So, for a few times, she walks into the toilet and back to my room, for a while she will be standing under the moonlight and look at me, in her calm and melancholic composure. However, i was unable to see her face. Of coz, I got scared n tried to hide myself in my bed. But i noe that i noe her but i just couln't remember whr.

Soon, I had this longing, it's the feeling u get when u want to protect someone, make someone happy, carry the weight of the world for someone...... She looked so fragile n helpless, my soul was filled with this unbearable bitterness as if i had let someone down, lyk i just lost someone who has been longing for me...

I noe tat i had to do sth, to cling on to her, to hold her back from falling apart, to show tat i luv her i noe her, tat I hadnt forgotten bout her... so, i rush to her, it seemed to have taken an eternity for me to go to her... She was sobbing, n i just noe tat she was mine, she is mine...
I hugged her, tried to hold her back but i noe tat i was going to lose her.... i just regret it , i wanted to tell her tat i luv her, but the words r stuck inside my throat. I want to scream but i can't....
She felt so real, her skin so smooth, so warm... Then, i saw her face, a shy and pretty face,a new yet familiar face, i cannot sae that she's the most beautiful gal but she was to me, at that very moment...
She looked contented, with tat timid smile on her face.And when i saw her, my soul was apeaced, the turbulent storm that has been raging inside was pacified, when i saw her, I felt tateverything else is just so tiny, if only she was with me.
Then, she left, disappeared, vanished without a trace..... Tat very instant, I woke up, n looked around the room for her.. I could not find her, then, this sense of loss struck me... plz tell me is it just a dream or is it my memories?

(I just exp it n it feels real to me, so i dunno whether it is a dream or some memories, btw did anione of u exp the same thing as me, plz tell me coz i want to noe more)